Krhsna

painfully human

[Krhsna @krhixna]

Im so tired trying to communicate my disappointment, my pain, my anger when all I get is the same avoidant defensive response anyway.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I'm done tolerating people who always just brings me down. Go find someone else to bully cause I have zero fucks to give.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

It has been like that since March, and now she demands that we explain why we cut them off our life. We explained, and she refuses to understand that she is hurting us. She doesn't respect our boundaries and all other things that are too long to list on in here.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

Just a couple days ago, I was told that I have no right to hurt over what my mother says to other people about me and my family because she says that "these things are true" and that she doesn't understand why I was upset.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

So I decided to just stop talking to any of them. I stopped trying to please people and I stopped seeking validation and approval. I stopped trying to find common ground and building one when there aren't. I stopped allowing them into my life and they didn't like that.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I want to live somewhere no one knows me.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

ew Criston, that was so fucking cringe #HouseOfThedragon

[Krhsna @krhixna]

All the damn time. Im so exhausted.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

kapoy

[Krhsna @krhixna]

We are in desperate need of an ACNH update. Please.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I can't believe "One Day" has a series remake already. I read the book. I saw the movie. Am I really that old?

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I'm at that age when I don't really "shop" for shoes anymore. I just go directly to either Skechers or Crocs. I'm all about comfort now,baby.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I found out I have a hidden talent of crying for people who don't know I exist and who I actually do not know and have no relations whatsoever at all on TikTok.

[Poem Heaven @PoemHeaven]

red flags.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

Yep, here it is. Buyer's remorse hitting me so hard. The guilt and anxiety that I should have just been contented in the first place.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I consciously, purposefully with full of effort drowned myself in art. Art is my therapy, my best friend, my solace. But the noise from inside my head is always too loud and it fuels the pain and anger from deep down 'til I get too exhausted to keep myself stable.

[Krhsna @krhixna]

I had such a rough start this year. Spiraled down on too many occasion. Forgot how to calm myself and to put myself first. I bottled in too much emotions only for them to come roaring out in a hot ugly mess.