I think the purest form of love is just wanting someone to notice life with you. "taste this. look at that. hear this song." again and again. until you can't imagine noticing life without them.
i want to live so badly i think. despite all this melancholy & ruminating all i want is to be happy & move on & finally Live & not just survive & feel like my life is only made up of a never ending cycle of trying to heal but not really. i fear i am scared of living