aku kayak bingung dah. kapan ya terakhir kali i am honest with my own feelings. i have been living in denial through out my life and repressing perasaanku sendiri semampu yang aku bisa—because i thought it was the best thing i could do aja gitu, agar gak merepotkan.
apa lagi sih yang aku kejar ...? omongan "masih ada rasa indomie baru yang perlu lu coba" atau "mending makan mie ayam daripada mati" tuh udah gak ngena lagi di gwwjhshsjd kayak ya udah sok elu aja dah yang makan indomie dan mie ayam, gw udah gak ada tenagaarghhh.
alasan gw udah ga mau pake kalimat "udah gede harusnya udah paham dong" lagi sekarang bc yeah... even in my 20s im still clueless about a lot of things that's supposed to be a common sense among neurotypicals