After multiple years of abuse of different things. Your brain and cns gotta break even some where right? But can say that it’s been 2+ years on corrective dosing and no lapses. So that’s something right?
Truthfully that man being my father may be the only reason I’m still here today. Because both me and him seem to have the genetics that we really don’t suffer withdrawal too bad short of my on and off seizures with the slightest dose of my meds being off but, no surprise after ..
And any one who wants to talk on him I will fight you irl. Because family is the thickest of blood and purest of water. Watching him I know I can face almost anything because I know this blood in us never stop.
And other pain management meds. I sit back and realize I have a whole different scope from what I used to see when I didn’t understand and still harnessed hate for him, but pops I know you don’t internet and won’t see this, but this is my props to you. You that fucking goat.
Me and pops always had issues growing up but you never under stand the rage and pain of w/d and not being able to have your medicine reliably till you deal with it yourself. Granted Budweiser was his first love but to watch him cold turkey cut alcohol, then be put on heavy tranqs
Some of us be so fucking weak off withdrawals mean while my pops 6 months cold turkey clean off fentanyl patches after an almost 7-11 year stretch with pain management after they finally wanted to move him up to bupe, this man really is the super man I saw as kid. …..
@drvggie333 Fuck subs and methadone I’ve seen the damage done by both. Good on you for getting to where you wanna be and hope for grandeur in your adventure!
Anyone else found it strange that drunk trips anywhere your basically throwing your wallet out the window to anyone who will take it or willing to pay for erryones shit,
Get barred out it’s every man for themselves and the itch is on and all our wallets with et on mars 😂
@zaza666__@i_staki@GTAVInewz No. You act as if Xbox doesn't have there own dev kits of the Xbox series x. Some of y'all clearly forgot the falcon platform and how literally he Xbox series x was the dev unit for the Xbox one. And they just retail locked it. Y'all forget you don't need a jtag system anymore.
@i_staki@GTAVInewz And ps5 dev kits are basically low-end gaming machines with software limitations and mitigations so really if your running a dog water system with mid or low range specs, at least you can rest assured you'll maybe get a good 22.6 fps. But hey for pc, if the bitch plays it plays
@i_staki@GTAVInewz Graphical fine tuning and technical tweaks are the literal last on the list and are part of post production, before sending to sony and Microsoft for full system optimization before full blown release.
Smoking and taking these to pills to forget you, so I can wake up to you. It’s a vicious cycle you and I, like bonnie like clyde, we both know when we go we both go, that's what's makes us glo.