Day 44 nganggur...
Ya Allah semoga Agustus 2026 udah nggak nganggur lagi, udah kerja full time di perusahaan impianku, perusahaan green flag yang gajinya oke, lingkungannya oke, dan bikin nyaman dan berkembang. Aamiin
I'm so sorry that I wasn't emotionally available at that time..
I didn't mean to leave you or ignore you. I was just so overwhelmed with life at that time, I was afraid of hurting you with that unstable condition. But what can I do, it seems like I did end up hurt you anyway...
Meanwhile I am here...
Rotting in my bed, crying, mentally ill, physically unhealthy, obese, unemployed, single, got no friend, oh God... the loser has to fall but I am tired of falling, I am tired of losing...
She is prettier, smarter, got the boyfriend that was my crush, she is kind, she is beautiful, she is sexy, she is warm, she is friendly, she got my dream job, she got everything that I want