Like every year on my birthday at midnight I play BTS songs and dance. Damn, still remember choreo. And yep, my 27 years old mama ass can still dance like I used to years ago and before a kid. Should do it more often, forgot how fun it is to let loose.
Also I'm engaged for a while now. He got me purple diamond ring but it's not public news yet. Trying to avoid any drama so I keep everything private for now.
@bunny18rabbit_ Thanks ❤️ I'm fine now. It's for the best I think cause I got 3 months old to take care of. Need to appreciate what I already have. Also the whole pregnancy and giving birth thing kinda fxked me up in every way possible so I don't think I want to do it again.
Haven't posted in a while.. so.. few days ago I had miscarriage. Got a chance to see 6 weeks old fetus upclose. I don't think I'm ready for a second child so it's kind of a relief but on the other side it was hard to accept the fact that it happened and how it happened.
@bunny18rabbit_ Jā!! Šis ir mans 9. mēnesis 😁 It's been hell, bet drīz jau mazais karātiņš nāks pasaulē. Un jā, mans bērns trako pie Seventeen dziesmām, tāpēc "mazais karātiņš" 😂
Sabiedrībā izveidotā bilde par to, cik skaista ir grūtniecība, ir viens liels bullshits. Es nekad dzīvē neesmu jutusies tik slikti gan emocionāli, gan fiziski kā pēdējos 9 mēnešus. BET rīt viss būs galā. Jāiziet pēdējam sviestam cauri, lai varu sākt dzīvot un justies labi.