like i genuinely romanticised my illness so much i only see that period of my life w rose coloured glasses despite knowing that i was so miserable and tired. i love being sick, i love being skinny, i love being dangerous to myse.f. what the fuck is wrong w me.
my peak was winter 2022 istg genuinely i felt so good (horribly anorexic & addicted to purging, sh'ing all the time, barely talked to friends, in and out of the hospital for months on end) like haha that was so peak right😅😅😅😅
I hate when people shit on skinny ppl for not finding clothes in their size like yeah im sure it also sucks to not find clothes if ur a 4XL but it doesn't mean that skinny ppls experiences aren't real