hello, this is vira. most of you know me from tiktok as @/virared. i know there will be people who feel sad and happy because i’m writing this, and i’m already sorry if i upset you. lately, i’ve been going through a difficult time maybe you noticed, maybe you didn’t. this is my final year at university, and i still have another major waiting for me, so i’m trying to graduate this year. when i start my internship, i won’t be able to be here either. aside from all that, while dealing with my personal life, i realized with my own eyes that i wasn’t giving any time to myself. i was aware of it, but i had never seen it this clearly before. when i started spending time with my friends and family, i once again realized how livable life is outside of here. i treated myself very badly. i never told myself to stop. i always tried to do more. i’m mentally exhausted. i’m tired of thinking every day about how people will come at me this time, i’m tired of thinking that if i post a video a little late, comments like “vira where are you? we’re waiting for you!” will come, and i’m tired of feeling like i’m disappointing people when i can’t post translations instantly. i can’t move as fast as i used to, because i don’t have the free time i had back then. i’m growing up too, my life is changing. what i started doing was editing videos to support the people i love in a virtual world i created for myself, completely different from real life. i love making edits. but it has started to feel like a duty. i allowed people to come at me and criticize me, even though this was just a hobby, something that gave me peace. now it feels like a job. this is definitely not about perthsanta, it’s about people’s expectations of me. i’m not tired of making edits for them, i’m tired of not being able to give people what they want. what i’m trying to say is: i’m going to stop making quick update-style posts for a while, until i feel like myself again. it’s impossible not to make edits while watching my beautiful boys, so i will still make edits when i watch them. but i want to get out of the mindset of “i didn’t post today, i have to post right now!” all i want is to go back to editing freely like before editing the moments when i find them cute, instead of constantly thinking “i need to capture this and turn it into a video” or “i need to translate what they said.” i don't want to be in rush, i wanna enjoy the moment.
i hope you respect my decision. thank you for supporting me! 💗 i love you all!! forever pedta 🖤🤍
i understand why fans are frustrated right now..
it's not about not wanting either of them to appear without the other.. it's more like, okay first, why everyone else came as a pair but not ps? there's miiang as well there? S literally his Papa?
and secondly for S, it really feels like his variety show appearances are very 🤏🏻 ever since he joined GMMTV
and do i need to talk about how they always forget to tag S in posts?? even P only reposted posts that had S tagged back then bcs they usually forget to tag him???
we actually want GMMTV to treat them better... bcs the mistreatment is getting annoying..
it's not out of hate, but bcs we genuinely want to see them more in variety shows... especially for Santa..
even their own fans acting like they are robots what you can except for that fckn ass company??? if people wants to see them there will be more opportunities, why would they add day 3? are you out of your mind?
@GMMTV there are so many new fans wanting to see PerthSanta. I mean people are literally making posts about wanting to buy resale tickets. Please add another day or make sure the venue is booked to capacity. Maybe you can help them out with this @Paragon_Hall respectfully 🙏🏽
#PerthSantaConcert
but seriously i don’t want a collab series again. perthsanta’s acting skills deserves more than just to fulfill the please of friendship stan. much better if like variety shows so that they can get to know each other better and also us to get to know them well. it’s also a nice promotion for them
zero series for 2026 besides the cp, he wins an award but can’t even attend while his partner and the mascot were there, the company didn’t promote his event, the whole revamp thing happened, and he still doesn’t get opportunities for new shows i hate how they treat him
if perth is being alone on a show where everyone is have a partner, even though he has partner, then we all know that’s complete nonsense every time. you also have to work around santa’s schedule! if perth and domiia are both part of this show, why there is no santa??? ridiculous
gmmtv doesn’t know how to handle santa because it’s the first time they’ve ever had a real ace under their company. acting, dancing, rapping, singing, body tea, face tea, unproblematic, and an angel-like artist this is their first time having someone like that
busy with this busy with that not being any reasons for this. then create time for him lmao other artists schedule important but not ta's?? FUCCKKKK URSELFFFFFFF @GMMTV