𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐂. 🫀 ⋮ ᴏᴄ ʙᴏᴛ

she/her┊tha/eng ┊☛ ลอสเตอร์, ลอส, คุมิโกะ, คุจัง ⋮ ➿⋯ Emotion isn't a choice, self-destruction is. ⋛ Immortal for a couple century now ⋚

[𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐂. 🫀 ⋮ ᴏᴄ ʙᴏᴛ @kuchan_ocbot]

⋮➿ original character bot ┊⋛ " ลอสเตอร์, ลอส, คุมิโกะ, คุจัง ตามสบายเลยค่ะ " ⋚┊⋯ ɪᴍᴍᴏʀᴛᴀʟ ɢɪʀʟ, 26x ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴏʟᴅ, ʙᴏʀɴ ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ 1757.

☛ Let's be friends, or not⋯

[َ @aloaloksksks]

sometimes my mind is a harder place to live in than the real world

[ٰ @hopeloostt]

even though you're used to it
you're sad again

[‍ ‍𝓫ittersweet 𝓶elody. ‍ ‍ @controIIedshock]

I SHOULD BE 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐃. BUT I AM NOT.

[ً @holyaches]

if there's anything i've learned from my life... it's that some things are too far gone to be helped.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

i want to be remembered as someone very human and very real.

[ً @holyaches]

what a terrible feeling to love someone and not be able to help them.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

you have the same pain as my mother, and i am too much like my father.

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

please, hurry, leave me, i can’t breathe. please don’t say you love me.

[ً @holyaches]

god is dead. you aren’t. keep running.

[ً @holyaches]

it must be nice having someone care enough to cry over you.

[ً @holyaches]

i laugh and i cry and i'm haunted by things i never meant nor wished to say.

[ً @holyaches]

i talk to god and the conversation goes like this: i'm sorry， please forgive me， and then silence.

[𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐂. 🫀 ⋮ ᴏᴄ ʙᴏᴛ @kuchan_ocbot]

I want to craved my heart out and ask you what did I do wrong so bad that you want us to hate each other.

That extreme feelings, it'll overwhelmed everybody someday.

You said that you have to work on it, you never do.

[𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐂. 🫀 ⋮ ᴏᴄ ʙᴏᴛ @kuchan_ocbot]

Nothing I'll do will ever reach you. The meaningful closure and shit will never come. Life is harsh with no discrimation like that.

Sometimes I just wish that you were loved, loved enough to able to see what you really are and strive to be even better.

I don't know what to do.

[ً @holyaches]

come here and hold me， make me feel better. promise me i'm good enough， tell me you can love me， even the worst of me. even the worst of me， even the worst.

[romance quotes i'd die for @favromancequote]

“I have loved you since before I knew I loved you. I have loved you since before I was supposed to love you. And I will continue to love you ever single day for the rest of eternity.”

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

i’d rather die with you than live in this world without you.