One benefit of being high status is that people answer the phone.
This sounds like a minor benefit, but it's a very big deal.
In many missions, getting a particular person to answer the phone at precisely the right time is a make or break factor.
99% of cases of 'Depression' are not a mental illness.
They are the inevitable symptoms of having terrible life circumstances.
Depression is rare.
Terrible Lives are common.
2 different problems.
One is a psychological problem....the other is...material problems.
Stop hoping a 'break' will magically come. You can create your own break, and do it so much faster than you could ever imagine when you learn from others who have already been there.
If you're not consistent, it doesn't work.
Are you being consistent? Are you showing up even on the days when you don't feel it? On the days when it feels tough? Are you showing up for yourself and your dreams every day?