why the fuck do you think that i will still talk to you? you disrespected me in so many level even made fun of me. shaming me saying it was just humor. I can be civil enough but fuck off
gasgas na yan bakla, harapin mo dapat anong leksyon nararapat sayo. Honestly you have all the resources in order to get better, pero halata naman kasi na sa mukha mo binuhos hindi sa rehab. Nginig ka lang kasi you’re losing power because of your actions.
I’m still learning more about myself, especially when it comes to my mental health. I was diagnosed in 2023 with depression, anxiety disorder, & borderline personality disorder. Just yesterday, my doctor changed my medication & mentioned that I might also have bipolar disorder, though it’s not yet confirmed. Maybe that’s one of the reasons I get triggered easily. I’m not using this as an excuse, but the truth is, mental & emotional illnesses deeply affect my day-to-day life. There are days I find myself asking my doctor, “Why me?”
I grew up in a very traumatic environment. My sibling & I were surrounded by drug addicts, alcoholics, and constant violence. We didn’t have our parents with us. We experienced physical and verbal abuse. I was often mocked by relatives for being feminine and constantly compared to my twin brother. Maybe that’s why I carry all this pain. Maybe that’s why I’m struggling.
I hope that my community & everyone reading this will give me a chance to learn & grow from this experience. 🏳️🌈🙏
I value this community deeply. That’s why I chose to manage an LGBTQIA+ bar, despite the many other responsibilities I juggle every day. I wanted to help create a safe space for all of us, and to continue fighting for our rights together.
This experience has truly humbled and broken me. But it also reminded me that I still have so much room to grow as a person, as a leader, & as an LGBTQIA+ advocate.
I want you to know how much I love this community. I will learn from this. And I will do better. 🏳️🌈❤️
after sirain pangalan ng hoesik biglang pull out, inuuna kasi yabang at “mean girl” energy. apektado yung mga staff kung sakaling mag down ang business (wag naman sana).
I wanna apologize to @edgyteresa you did not deserve that. I know you just want to make it a safe space.
I will pull out na din sa @HoesikMnl totally. I’m not part owner anymore. So continue to support the Production, the Queens and all the Staff.
Again, I’m really sorry. 🏳️🌈❤️🙏