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Persona: Azure from Forsaken
Looking for moots!! This is a little bit of a rant acc T^T, willing to chat w/ people !!
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In my opinion, trauma dumping should not a thing you do to people you look up to, best to just keep it to yourself most, and get thru with it.
A way I found to cope is to talk it through. Although I don't really have the heart to watch and analyze myself, I did write notes!!
I am so conscious about the way I interact in public spaces now, it is honestly just scary, I can't trust people, and I feel bad whenever i'm chatting a lot in channels, in case people think I am spamming for attention...siigghhhhhhhhh
Although to be fair, it is much more comfortable here!!! My schedules r just a little fucked up and I feel oddly online at different parts of the day, but I am sure I can find my way thru.
Just gotta figure out *how* I should act around new people!!! Everyone is so nice ahhhh
has allowed me to learn. Thank you for creating the space where I am able to be myself, and make so many memories, so many friends.
Gl on your future endeavors, as I said, no hate.
See what you see man, do as you will.
I've never connected this to my main. Whats the point? I'm just a teen that found refuge in vtubers, just a girl with her own opinions she learned to keep to herself.
One slipup leads to months of hatred, my own immaturity..+
People that are so welcoming that I start tearing up at every message, people that make me feel like contribution does not have to be a chore.
It's okay to have different mindsets. It's okay to change. Good luck on future endeavors, may you truly achieve the goals you wanted.
Celebrating removing my semi-toxic oshi from my oshi list!! It has been a lovely 3 months, but at this day, I shall cease my helpless devotion.
Thank you so much XXXXX-san for having me, you will forever stay part of my key memories of 2026!
Who knows? Maybe at some point I will come back, maybe I won't. Doesn't matter.
I have found people I feel more accepted in, people that don't take my efforts for granted. People that were not spoiled by donations and fan projects starting day one...+
Its almost like the world is against me, finding someone you want to support but then not getting any emotional aspect back. Streamers and idols are both something I look to *give* what I can, in order to *receive* something in return, usually that something is happiness.
I will be somewhere else during my oshi's anniversary, and I am the one setting up the fanproject... again. I hope I can get stuff done when I am out!!
Unpopular Take:
Even if you are an indie vtuber doing collabs with friends, it is still necessary to learn a little PR training before doing official streams.
watching someone without PR training stream for so long really allows me to learn a lot of things about social interactions, as well as nitpick quietly about their actions.