i lost all respect for people who saw me breaking and still chose to break me more. You knew I was tired, trying to find my way back to myself, and you still made me question if love or loyalty even exist. It’s crazy how some people can look you in your eyes, see the pain, and still cause more of it. That’s the type of sht that changes you forever……makes you colder, quieter, and careful about who gets close again.
one of the main reasons i’m so gentle with myself is cause i believe i’ve already experienced enough hardship in my life. i’ve already been mishandled and undervalued by others and myself at times. so i deserve more patience, forgiveness, and consideration at this point.