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dum vita est, spes est

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God im yearning so bad HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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I do so much, but I feel like I'm doing nothing.

I know so much yet know nothing at all.

I feel too much to feel nothing.

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But I know it's impossible. You're happy now and I'm pretty sure you're achieving great things too. Maybe just like in my dream we get to bump into each other and talk like how we talked in my dreams.

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I still hate you so much.

Idk why you still popping up in my dreams.

Talking to me and im replying to you, as if we're actually having a real conversation. Your reactions, your laughs, mannerisms everything to remember about you was there. It felt so real.

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Now that Im leaving the Philippines, Im having this urge to at least get a proper conversation with you. Idk. Maybe I am still mad about everything, maybe I haven't completely recovered because I still couldn't understand why.

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In my dream you're like my diary. Telling you everything. I hate that My dream is so cruel kasi it made you so real and made you how I wanted everything it to be. Pero di na tayo sa dream ko. No eh, you even say the endearment you have with your significant other.

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You were so happy with my achievements. Everything that i've done up until now and then joking about stuff na maybe you should've stayed with me. Nakakainis na ewan. Kasi in that dream it felt relieving to be able to talk to you, but it also painful.

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Doing better each day with the homies

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What a whore lying fucking backstabbing hypocrite of a person you are.

So glad now that i know the truth HAHAHAHA

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I dreamt of you again…

And this time you tryna get back to me bruh wth

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Bruh wth am I doing with all these shits HAHAHAHAHAHA

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Hahaha to leave or to stay?

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Blast from the past

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Just kill me

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Welp. Knew it, was a bad idea tlga.

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Holding in for 3 weeks and i think im at my limit LOLOLOL

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Im about to lose it again.

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Im cooked

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CRASHINGOUT CUH

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Yey new motorcycle