Being suicidal doesn't always mean planning to end your life. Sometimes, it's an unbearable ache, existing without feeling alive, wishing you didn't have to keep going. it's not wanting to act, but not caring if you die. it's being alive and struggling to feel glad about it.
Being 30 and broke when you remember all the shit you promised yourself you'd have by now. New crib, stable money, parents living comfortably. Now you just tryna make it through the month without feeling like you're failing everybody
Trying to start living in your late 20s is such a humiliation ritual. Kids half my age experienced more than I have, and have more skills than I do... I just can't believe it is feasible for me to ever catch up and live an actual life.
What kind of fucked up religion justifies beheading people over a kiss? Fuck your religion, fuck your barbaric rules, and fuck everyone who endorses this shit.
seeing your friends having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figures things out, is another type of pain no one talks about.
I had a miserable childhood, a miserable teenage years, and now I’m a miserable adult. I still feel the same way I used to feel as a child, crying alone in my room, wishing to die in my sleep.