@olatheactivistt@f3ranmie It's midnight in my country. And currently I'm on my bed cuz many past traumatic incidents crossed my mind when I was sleeping. And now I can't sleep. It's been a week like this. Now, It's getting harder for me to sleep properly.
I'm currently sitting on my bed and its midnight (1am). My childhood trauma is taking horrific shape and it's crossing my mind every single night. Cuz of it, I can't sleep more. It's getting hard night by night to live my life.
I'm sure this is depression. No matter how much I seek out for help or how much I put my mind somewhere else, my depression is getting worse night by night. It's growing and there's no one to whom I can talk about this. Literally No One!
Sometimes in my life I feel too depressed that I wanna leave everything and gonna end this all. But sometimes I feel stupid that I think about this stuff. Idk why's this happening?! But genuinely, I'm tired from my life. I can't live like this.