i feel very unloved right now.. i know is not true but sometimes, like today, there's an overwhelming feeling that i'm not the type of person that is noticed, remembered, missed or celebrated.. i'm always just kinda there and no one really cares much about it
people don't talk enough about how isolating autism can be, I dehumanize myself because I could never connect with humanity or the idea of being a human being, and I always felt like an alien because I knew I was never able to think and act like everyone else
jacking off with a pussy is so weird sometimes i finish in under two minutes and other times i must hold my vibrator at a 63 degree angle and the wind must be blowing from the northeast and it has to be the second tuesday of the month but only when mercury is in retrograde