i learned one thing yesterday that kinda turn around my life a lil bit to the better. i notifed that ive done someth diff than what i usually do when i'm upset/angry yesterday
its literally just me with emotional feelings, with no reasons to argue. so i told him that i want a space, just for awhile. then in that space, i did work and stuffs, cry by myself, listening to subliminals, and watch movies. after that, i feel so so much better
this is where i wanna be right now. ive been dreaming abt the same place now and then. up to the hill, with night sky full of stars. calming myself while crying to the sky.