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My self-healing journey | A hard journey for me to view life as a place for me to live

[aisyah @kyheal]

this is my sad/trauma/depressing dump account. at the same time also an account for me to be free and heal myself

[aisyah @kyheal]

and refreshed. then baruk i got to chat with him! happily ^^ i'm happy!

[aisyah @kyheal]

i learned one thing yesterday that kinda turn around my life a lil bit to the better. i notifed that ive done someth diff than what i usually do when i'm upset/angry yesterday

[aisyah @kyheal]

its literally just me with emotional feelings, with no reasons to argue. so i told him that i want a space, just for awhile. then in that space, i did work and stuffs, cry by myself, listening to subliminals, and watch movies. after that, i feel so so much better

[aisyah @kyheal]

the world is a weird place.

[aisyah @kyheal]

will try to implement this music into a habit now. i'll try my best <3 to keep living.

[aisyah @kyheal]

this is where i wanna be right now. ive been dreaming abt the same place now and then. up to the hill, with night sky full of stars. calming myself while crying to the sky.

[aisyah @kyheal]

sometimes, i badly wished we are married. so that i can have a long, comforting hug with him.

[aisyah @kyheal]

this is an image of my dream life in the future. holding my child in my hand with loves and waving goodbye to my husband as he's off for work