how kylar would feel abt me watching irl g0/re.... i feel like he'd feel v scared/shocked ("i-i didnt think you were... the type to....") at first but since he loves me so much he just nods n feels a lot of pity bc he learns i do it when im going into suicidal anger fits
[kinktober 25 • First Time/ Knifeplay]
God I wish we could have actual Knifeplay with him ... I would make my cat suffer so much more ...
(kylar/mari)
#degreesoflewdity#dolpc#dolkylar
I should kidnap you and force you to live by my side forever without any contact with the outside world and then randomly after years of isolation i set you free into the streets and have it scare you so badly you run back to me and realize you can never leave my side
oh well at least i got the vpn back now (thanks friend) so ill just watch g0/re videos whenever money stresses me out again and it makes me enter the "whats the point of living" mood again
honest to god it amazes me how i always have a problem going on i must be the most stressful person ever to deal with and also no wonder i have white hairs lol
i mean im not dying dying per se but i have a Problem and it Frustrates me bc its a reocurring problem now (which tbf actually makes me suicidal bc stress "why does it keep happening" blabla) n more importantly Money since yknow i pay everything myself and my income are c0/m/ms