Ever since I lost my grandad in his sleep, sleeping becomes a bit scary sometimes. And not just me sleeping, but other people too. Sometimes I just can't help imagining what if I wake up only to find another one has gone in their sleep, just like him. #mentalhealth#trauma
The moment someone got too close, I bail. It's not just the fear of being seen but there's also the guilt for making them having to deal with all of 'this'
@marsrled I FEEL YOU~ What's more upsetting is they just labeled it as 'low maintenance friendship' . But they never bothered to check in even after 2 or 3 months without communication, and even when u do start talking about something they didn't even bother to check or ask.
Do you know how hard it is to not have control over your head? I know it's wrong, I know it's just my head saying things but once it starts, it's like a loose faucet, the only way for it to stop is to let it run until it's empty.