jude ♱

20 years of age and i still cut my damned self

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

i don't know how to talk about my eating disorder or self harm anymore 1. i feel bad cuz i know there's like 13 year olds on here and idk how to make mutuals 2. The opponents are lurking on this app somewhere and im scared to have a public account

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

bro when im fasting or restricting all i can get the energy to tweet is shit like this that's why i barely use this account

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

fasting chest pain

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

i'm bmi 21.6

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

so i found out im bipolar

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

dude

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

i don't think i ever saw the hat man i saw lots of shadow people and things outside my window but never THE hat man

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

don't do this i used to do this in high school and i had multiple psychotic episodes and thought there was bugs going into my underwear and blacked out and woke up miles away without my phone multiple times now my brain barely works

[Azzy ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁 @axelelotle]

Does anyone actually get enjoyably “high” off Benadryl or are you guys lying and just seeing the hat man every night

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

neeeeeed top surgery

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

IM ABOUT TO LIQUID SHIT MY PANTS AT WORK FUCK THIS DISORDER

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

when i reach bmi 18 ill buy myself my fujifilm xt50 i just have to lock in

[lace @scenehe4rt]

they dont tell you this but picking at your skin actually brings you closer to God. expelling the sebaceous demons from your flesh leads to holiness, purity

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

bro i haven't been on this account so long my bio says 18 and im 20 now

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

@Ihatethisapp208 @r0tt1ngggutz @ith1nkyourkute careful cuz alcohol thins out the blood so it doesn't rlly clot so it'll bleed for hourrrrssss its rlly annoying and can lead to rlly dangerous blood loss if u fall asleep or anything

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

jude you've made it

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

need a pretty girl who can take care of me and stand my shit

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

wait facts

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

i miss being 14 cuz i started arguments for fun

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

Man why was i doing benadryl in high school how did i graduate

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

maybe i ate something bad tho too i was eating like cheerios and like mountain dew or something so i wouldn't throw up or fall asleep while coming up average dph experience

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

still on the evil antidepressants of weight maintenance btw

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

i gotta get off these fucking medssssss i'm just maintaining

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

help

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

how do u deal with cold hands like my fingernails get blue so fast even when it's like 60 degrees out

[jude ♱ @kyokodisorder]

how do people like stims so much get away from me i will start freaking out and shitting my pants if i have too much caffeine im ngl i can't imagine what meth would do to me