yves ᶻz

𝓔 𖥻 autism , bpd ැ ⠀ യ 𓈒 𓈒 she ﹗ twenty two ⌇ edtwt & bpdtwt ✿⃘ㅤ

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

@dreamywl i got a job in two weeks but how TF do i last that lomg. 🫩🫩

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i want to rip my heart out. i have no weed, no nicotine, no food, no money. i should just KILL MYSEKD

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

like she isnt even skinny mini, she still looks so small in it

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i want to be thin in the way cardigans and hoodies envelop me in their cloth

the tiktok that inspired this

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i feel like a horrid leech to everyone around me, i deserve to die

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i want to kms so bad . my dad called me a failure today even though ive been trying really really hard. told me i wasted my gas to drive around but i only did it to not kms. i want to die, pls kill me world

[Faye @Faye_lucy0]

i hope i die soon or something

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

the one person i wanted and needed isnt here still , priorities. if i sent my server asuocide note, i dont even think one person would respond or call . i have no one. my best friend posted on insta after i messaged aaking to aee them bc i need it. i just wanna shoot myself

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

im so fucking stupid i want to kill myself

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i feel annoying even on my own twt, i dont even feel better than 19

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i need a new suicidal playlist

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i feel so alone i want to kill myself

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

if i had a gun id shoot myself bc i know id use to to shoot someone else rn and thats not me

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

im a fatass bro

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

why do i keep getting blockrd and left? what am i doung wrong? i had a friend who asked me what my status was about, i andwered , then i look and see im blocked everywhere. pls is my message bad or weird to send to a friend

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i hate having bpd. i wannakms so bad today iver a guy i barely know basically ghosting me to sleep. logically i cant be upset but jesus fuck does it hurt a lot. i want to rip my heart out or shoot my heart. it aches

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

the thoughts are getting worse again, more violent

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

i want to stab myself and carve a beautiful design out of all the parts that feel rotten

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

im sad, my heart feels lonely but i hate that i get attached to people like this

[yves ᶻz @kysvett]

men love to talk about themselves huh? i tyoe as much, “i cannot read all that” and i sebd a song “oh which song did you send??” but in beibg aaked to listen & analyze the lyrics of a 20 min song DESPITE THE FACT THAT I HAVENT KET THIS DUDE AND HAVE BEEN TEXTING FIR 1 1/2 MINTHS.