ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜

🖤🤍💜 || she/her
pokemon + art and other shenanigans on twitch!

[titsay 𓆏 @titsay]

I’ve been feeling unmotivated to do things lately but it’s alright

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

2021 is off to a banger start, huh?

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

I don't even know what this thread is, honestly. I guess I'm just doing the thing of ~this generation and having my mental breakdown on social media because it's fucking hard to talk abt this shit with 'real' people & the professionals are busy/expensive/hard to see/etc

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

And I have it so fucking EASY compared to so many others. The guilt of feeling this way when others get through so much worse is crushing

We need better mental health care in this world if we're going to mandate that people live in it no matter how bad or hard things get.

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

So I've been going through some shit the last few months, as per usual, and I've hit bottom again for the first time in nearly 3 years. I might stream sometime soon to avoid acting on some of the thoughts I've been having, idk.

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

I just want to get better and I don't fucking know how and the mental health care system - in fucking Australia where we actually HAVE a health care system - is a fucking joke that has failed me. I am so angry. I am so tired. I'm going to keep trying bc I'm not allowed to stop

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

I'm so angry that I have been struggling with mental illness for 10+ years & have barely managed stability for periods of a few months before I lapse into severe/debilitating bouts of anxiety or depression that just destroy all progress and fuck up my life + relationships

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

tw: suicidal ideation + poor mental health

[DefinitelyNotFunDipp @Yungfundipp]

IF YOUR BALLOT IS REJECTED YOU CAN CURE IT!!!! Please retweet!

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

Update: So, I've got a lot of IRL stuff on my plate right now, and streams will be sporadic at best for the next 10 days or so. Things will get back to a regular schedule after ~3rd Nov. I'm sorry streams have been so irregular and infrequent lately <3 I'll be back ASAP

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

🥺💕 needed this today. ily

[⚔️VanderForge⚔️ @VanderForge]

Please check out the following:
@retr0ali
@GalacticElliot
@DataDaveTV
@The4thGenGamer
@StephOfAnime
@SmkGaming05
@kaycreigh
@ChocolateKieran
@Hero_iRL
@TwitchZugi
@pkmncast
@kyttiket
@PulseEffects
These are just a FEW of the MANY beautiful friends I have in Pokémon!

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

smh numbnuts

[pChal @pChalTV]

This legit hurt so bad 🙃

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

@RejectedHeroes Me too 💕 I miss seeing you there ;n;

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

Hey folks 💕 Today won't be a full 12hr stream - woke up feeling sick and anxious - but I will go live as soon as I can and stream as lonbg as I can 💕

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

Hey folks! I know Crown Tundra just dropped, but I'm not feeling the best today so I'm not going to stream tonight <3 Probably best to get more rest before the 12hr tomorrow anyway :D

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

we made it through 3 generations last night -- onward to Sinnoh!!

https://t.co/e7IkGhcE0s

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

I'll be live in roughly 40mins! :) Will tweet/post in discord then!

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

well, I kept saying I would rank every pokemon design so...

https://t.co/q6HmWumS1F

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

Shower time and then stream! Not sure if I want to play some SM64, draw or do something else entirely. Maybe Animal Crossing, although my island is a disaster oof.

Thoughts?

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

okay so I fell into doing art stuff, but, yeah, no stream til tomorrow <3

[ket ✨ 🖤🤍💜 @kyttiket]

Anxiety still Bad, so I might postpone stream and focus on sewing/art stuff? I'll update in an hour <3