my life is nowhere near where i want it to be but i still just feel so grateful to be here right now. to show up most days trying my best to just make it happen for myself. the rough days make me appreciate the radiant ones. i pray i can give myself the life i feel i deserve.
The only reason I’m not drowning in my sorrows right now is because I strongly believe that everything that’s happening is according to God’s Plan. & I’m not getting in the way of that at all. I can’t pray and walk by faith but worry at the same time.
i used to blame myself for loving so hard and giving my heart to those who didn’t deserve it or simply thinking i was wasting my energy but I love the way I love people, i love love and that will never change