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sometimes i think that maybe i’ve just fallen in love with being sad

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the masculine urge to have a crush on someone and it expires in a week smh

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i want to get drunk but i just know i’d start drunk calling him

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crushing on this guy again and i’m not even drunk this time sos

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ok i don’t want him anymore i was just drunk and lonely

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do i want him or is he just tall, skinny and dresses well :/

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i love my best friend so much i don’t think she knows how much she has helped me grow as a person

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i told my best friend tho surely he can just read my mind ???

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i want to date this guy but he doesn’t even know that i want to bc i treat him like a homie

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i miss my ex

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72 hours into fasting 😵‍💫

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60 hours in to my fast except i’ve drank a lot of soju and vodka

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10th August
💫 30kcal consumed

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she is the ultimate thinspo

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i need tips on how to stop my tits from getting smaller :c

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i wish someone introduced me to proana a lot sooner wtf i could have been looking hot this whole time

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i really just wasted all my life eating and for what ? just to look in the mirror and feel disgusted at myself ? fuck that i’m glad i searched up proana so i can relapse again it’s about time i stop feeling sorry for myself

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i miss you a lot. i wish we were friends

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to be fair my friend who was struggling with ed at the time introduced me to pro ana blogs and at first i was genuinely shocked but also wished i had discovered it earlier because it definitely helped me lose the weight even faster

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all my ex gave me was depression, trust issues and an eating disorder

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2 years later i had put on an extra 15kgs and we finally ended things for good. 7 months after the relationship ended i had completely lost all the weight i gained in the 3 years we dated and became skinnier than i ever was before i met him lol