lily

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ͝ ི ֺּׅ. ་། ͜ ིྀ she.her | ͜͝𝓉163cm
ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ# shedtwt 🍠་༘࿐

[lily @l1ly_7]

unpinning when i get to 57kg ! ִֶָ. ࣪ ִֶָ🌷་༘࿐

[lily @l1ly_7]

wow y’all hate me and want me to die

[lily @l1ly_7]

bought creatine 😋 would anyone care for updates on if i think they make any difference during lifts?

[lily @l1ly_7]

@shilohhhw i don’t use mfp 💔💔💔💔💔

[lily @l1ly_7]

had to reset my phone and lost all my stepsapp data and all my weight logs

[lily @l1ly_7]

@thinstales i always choose this one and also add my bf % i think it should be accurate but not even sure bcs standing isn’t rly a high effort activity

[lily @l1ly_7]

girl has one rest day and immediately checks her maintenance cals to make sure they haven’t changed, idk how to qualify my activity level

[lily @l1ly_7]

expect wieiads from me

[lily @l1ly_7]

2 months and a bit until i move out i can’t wait

[may @maybellinaa]

things that make me feel clean
-control
-cold weather
-hunger

things that make me feel dirty
-humidity
-bloat

[lily @l1ly_7]

bought creatine 😋 would anyone care for updates on if i think they make any difference during lifts?

[lily @l1ly_7]

@Iglowredintheni it rly was 😛

[lily @l1ly_7]

“i never see you at the club” well i never see you having sardines and a hummus platter for lunch what now

[lily @l1ly_7]

@prophethozue I LOVE APPLES

[lily @l1ly_7]

snack!! i love pb it is worth the cals

[lily @l1ly_7]

i feel like the only way i would feel okay with full recovery is if i took this as far as i humanly could,and it feels like a goal to be forced into recovery by like an hospital or something

[lily @l1ly_7]

vent thread i think

[lily @l1ly_7]

and even though i feel like that it just doesn’t feel like enough, if it was enough id be so much smaller and losing weight, i’ve been stuck on 59 for more than a month now if i was actually disordered this wouldn’t be happening

[lily @l1ly_7]

@lowcalbloodbag stuff like this !

[lily @l1ly_7]

literally on the treadmill scrolling through inspo

[lily @l1ly_7]

getting blood tests for celiac in a week

[lily @l1ly_7]

my 100+ stepsapp streak…. lost….

[lily @l1ly_7]

had to reset my phone and lost all my stepsapp data and all my weight logs