i know a good chunk of my ryzawrs might be going through things in life. whatever it may be, know that we got this. and know that i’m always rooting for you.
cupcake pile always. 🧡
MY FAVORITE PART OF THE #Ashkariel3D ! I’m so proud of you Ash! Words CANNOT express how proud I am! So here’s a gif to prove it haha! We love our god so much!
And I’ll ALWAYS raise a little hell JUST for you, my KamiOshi!
Problem: Younger brother eats everything
Solutions:
🔅: Fking poison him bro
🔅: Rat poison lace that sh*t
🎩: Start buying really unhealthy stuff & he starts eating it all.. 5 years maybe 6.. you'll get them out naturally
🎩: Yes, you're going to cholesterol mog your brother
OK HORN DOGS AND FREAK BIRDS I NEED YOU ALL TO FUCK THE LOCK IN
NO MORE INHIBITIONS, LET GO OF YOUR SHAME
FOR TOMORROW'S HEAR ME OUT STREAM I NEED YOU TO POST BELOW THIS WITH *YOUR* MOST HEAD TURNING, JAW DROPPING HEAR ME OUT!
PLEASE DO:
1. Give the name of your character
2. Post an image of your character
3. EXPLAIN WHY they are a HEAR ME OUT
tw: death
As many of you know, I’ve been severely under-rested and have been overconsuming caffeine to keep up with my grueling work schedule. I won’t go into detail, but right after Found Futures, I collapsed on stage during tear-down and had a near death experience.
This has been a sobering event that has rewired my brain. I’ve become painfully aware of my mortality, of my limitations. Since the incident, I’ve seemingly lost both my internal dialogue as well as my ability to hear music in my mind; my brain would constantly be composing music in the background of my life, but following the incident it turned dead silent.
Doing things like yapping with my stargazers and going to the beach has gradually brought back my internal voice/ear. It’s still a little quiet, but I think with more rest and healing it will come back. I’m retreating into the desert soon to go stargazing and I’m hoping that will bring it back 100%.
Overworking is real and it is so, so dangerous, especially as we get older. There’s still so much I want to do. I want to see Halley’s Comet. I want to make so much more music and memories with my dearest stargazers.
I have so much to learn about self-care 😔 but I’m doing my best ~
🕹️ would you kiss anyone in this room rn get the chance
🗝️ yes i would
🐶 🧪 is still watching btw
📿 it better be a lie this time
🗝️ *shock* see 🧪 mi amor ily 🥹
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🕹️ do you think about other men besides 🧪
🗝️ yes! *shock* see guys
#Clipron#Clipsco#Zendclips
Shoutout to the VTuber model I loved so much, that one single chatter really hated to the point of harassing me and my community for a solid year, because I looked 'too close to her oshi'. (Her oshi banned her for this)
Shoutout to the model someone I worked for called not cute enough, that it did not look sexy enough, and pushed me out of a group setting for, that was my biggest career step upwards. (They no longer work in the industry)
Shoutout to the artist who faked being deadly ill and criticized my choices of commission, wanted me to rebrand to an adopt they had already finished, and scammed 6 other VTubers with undelivered models. (They have been in legal trouble for this)
Even though the industry is full of bad people, sometimes all you have to do is wait. I love my VTuber models and artists, thank you for always having me!
#smashcon day 1
- made new friends
- saw cute artist friends
- became oomfs with someone i looked up to since middle school
- went to karaoke with rio chan and nerded out over ado
- somehow ended up watching a strip show in a club full of cosplayers and furries
🗝️ i love my lockats! (x2) *shock* F*CK guys i swear its a lie no its the trut- no
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🗝️ i love my lockats *shock* F*CK
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🗝️ im about to prove you all wrong.. i love lockats *shock* AAA
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🗝️ yes i do love them *shock* guys ily i promise
four fricking times… 😭
#Clipron
I may have overreacted last night. I'm going to believe that the lie detector was the one that was actually lying and not Lilo. I will trust in Lilo... I will trust in LovePotion!!