try to make friends, start relationships etc, but it always gets to a point where I detach and distance myself. I get tired and overwhelmed and engage less and less. I cant tell if it's because the people I try with just aren't the 'right fit' for me, or if I'm really intolerant.
i feel dissociated from everyone around me, my mind goes blank and feelings go numb its like i can’t live in the moment. it’s hard not to feel like a shitty person when this happens.