i have BED but lately i have been heavily restricting (due to anxiety+depression) and i didn’t eat for 6 days.
dining halls were closed today, so i bought some vitamin water + a sugary drink for some calories.
in short i shit myself walking to the bathroom. kms.
After a binge I tried purging my throwing up… but I’m scared of vomiting so when I tried I ended up shitting myself somehow while I was vomiting ❤️ never again