McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion)

wife • mommy • friend ❣️

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Amen 🙏🏼

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Praying for the day that we aren’t struggling anymore. I want so much more out of life. Just praying it’s in Gods plans.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Behind on my book goal for the year but still dedicated to making it happen. Almost stopped the book I’m currently reading but glad I didn’t, it’s getting good 🤩

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Literally just want to be happy. Money doesn’t matter, people don’t matter. Just happiness.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I wanna feel like a kid again. I don’t wanna worry about tomorrow or how to keep a roof over my head. Or how to keep food in the table. The stress in my life feels like it just continue to build.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I’m so over this. I’m not qualified to be a human. I’m not qualified to be a mom or a wife. My head is so fucked up. I feel like I’m constantly at the surface but always on the edge of drowning. When do things look up for me? What is Gods plan? What did I do to deserve this? 😭

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I want the vibe to change

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I want to spend a week on the beach with my books. That’s it.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Birdi loves her booty pats

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Most days I feel like I don’t belong.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Feel like I never get a real break. Not just 15 minutes, a real break.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I feel so lucky to be able to be that comforting rock for my kids. When they need a safe space, I’m it.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

So many random things on my mind.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I might have a little blue eyed ginger 😍 time will tell!

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Always the outsider.

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

My body hurts 😩

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Some things that trigger my depression: getting the courage to ask for help just to be turned down, begging for help, and someone telling you they care about you and love you but their actions say the opposite. 🙃

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I’ll never understand but either way I have to live with it. Is it possible to be grateful and upset about the same situation?

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

This momma is surviving on redbull today 😅😴

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

Happy Friday 🙃

[McKenzie Hopper (Vermillion) @ladyhopper2]

I’ll never get help unless asked. I get it, people can’t ready your mind. What I do know is that when I see someone who needs help, I fucking help. WITHOUT being asked.