lei jenelle

out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. i'll meet you there. -rumi

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

my entirety blushed when the old man i danced with last night said, "you brought me back to the 60s with the way we danced, thank you"

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

whenever over by lucky daye plays in the shop i feel like i just nEeD to sing knowing i absolutely cant

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

not me popping in after being MIA just to tell y’all i’m tired

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

@elonmusk help me pay some bills

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

update on being single for 3 years:
i’m not into the guys that like me bc they’re really great and idk how to receive that

the guys that i’m in to don’t know i exist/don’t know i like them bc if they start showing attraction i push away

i hate it here

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

i’m back bitches

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

not me wanting to go to chicago again just to have chicago freestyle @Drake as the soundtrack

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

ecstasy + espresso

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

grand opening of the coffeehouse i got to create is friday and this mama is proud 😭 i had to bring my dog to show him why i’ve been working so much

i’d say he’s pretty proud

📍the palms coffeehouse

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

not me popping in after being MIA just to tell y’all i’m tired

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

@pulte $leijenelle

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

@Ford should reimburse me for my car payments and rides i’ve paid for the last 5 months of it being sitting at the dealership to get repaired

this is just ridiculous, i get no communication from anyone and i’ve been beyond patient

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

constantly being told i’m tall for a girl from guys but realizing more lately that so many of my girlfriends are taller me and i’m not actually 5’8

BOY YOURE JUST SHORT

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

this sag blood moon eclipse is really on one 😭🥺🤞🏽

[zandashé l’orelia brown @zandashe]

I dream of never being called resilient again in my life.

I’m exhausted by strength. I want support. I want softness. I want ease. I want to be amongst kin. Not patted on the back for how well I take a hit. Or for how many.

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

i’m having a really hard time with gratitude lately

just so many gains and losses and i don’t know how to really navigate where i put this energy of ranging (raging) emotions

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

my mom called my dog in to give him some leftovers & it turned into me fork feeding the dogs

me: ollie knows how to eat from a fork
dad: nola knows how to use a straw

and i about peed my pants

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

my parents ordered taco bell at midnight while they were watching a movie and if that’s not what i’m like when i’m married then i don’t want it

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

i just want to open up coffee shops for people. either putting their vision into fruition or creating one for them.
this is exhilarating and it just feels right 🥲

call this a plug, a manifestation, whatever but it’s what i wanna keep being able to do 🤞🏽

[lei jenelle @ladyriver__]

got the green light to expand the coffeehouse today so das cool 🥲🥲🥲🥲😭😭😭🤞🏽

[Itscarus @Itscarus]

nothing given from the heart is ever truly lost.