um this is so random but i think my ex bsf has an ed and i want to bring it up to him because im worried but we havent talked since we “broke up” and idk what to do
but because i thought THEY would vote for me. my friends. i felt betrayed even though i know its not that deep. and this piled on top of everything that has been happening in theatre is getting to be too much for me. i dont know who my true friends are and idk what to do.
and they didnt even seem remorseful or anything. i was very obviously surprised because i genuinely thought we were all voting for each other and they had just said they didnt vote for me. i came home and cried, not because of the fact that i wouldnt win without their votes,
i go up to my friends, who are all in a circle, and ask them who they voted for. none of them say me, even though they promised they would. i understand not wanting to waste a vote on someone who wouldnt win anyways but these are my friends.
ive been going thru a lot of shit in this troupe and one of the more popular girls is practically bullying me and my friends know this. so after i do my speech today, im not expecting to get officer or anything because i know im still an underclassman.
so we had theatre officer elections today and i was one of the only underclassmen running. now its extremely hard to get officer as an underclassman so i was not expecting anything. my closest (upperclassmen) friends said that they would vote for me because “they believed in me.”