Dating feels so damn hard nowadays 😭 like I’m not asking for perfection. I just want somebody I genuinely like, who genuinely likes me back, communicates, puts in effort and actually wants to see where shit can go. Why does that feel like asking for the world???
I cannot & will not date someone again that have an avoidant attachment style. It doesn’t feel secure or good at all. Constantly second guessing things & full of confusion.
Being single taught me that I’m not hard to love. I’m just no longer willing to accept inconsistency, bare minimum effort, or connections that leave me anxious. I’d rather be alone than feel alone with someone.
I want to experience being loved by someone who genuinely enjoys loving me. The calls. The dates. The random gifts. The affection. The “I saw this and thought of you.” I want love that feels enthusiastic.
I suck at dating cuz once I find out you’re talking to other people, the attraction just disappears😭 Like I don’t even want to compete, I just lose interest.
Being gay and wanting love can be so damn exhausting. You keep meeting people, opening yourself up, learning somebody new, thinking maybe this time it’ll be different… just for it to become another situationship, another talking stage, another almost. After a while you don’t even feel heartbroken anymore. You’re just tired.