and really back to reality, it feels weird but I really have to let go of this app, I will really come back, but not sure when, I will come here when all my burdens and peace with me, make sure of that.
and yes, the situation changed so quickly, I still felt good this afternoon or just an hour ago, and after picking up the phone from my mother, hearing her complaints,feeling the vibrations in her voice as she held back her sobs, my breath was heavy and I hesitated to exhale.
- maybe this will be my last tweet here, I will come back if everything feels calm without any burden, during this time, here I have made an escape in the absence of a place to throw away my random thoughts and circumstances, but I need to get out and run in another direction