@ivyluvsvanilla i dont think its fat i just told myself that i couldnt be over BMI 20 for so long that i started believing it and now i'm just always avoiding it
i OMAD a croissant and one of those protein chocolate shakes, it was pretty good, but i lowkey forced myself to finish the croissant cause i got full pretty fast
i wish i was the type of anorexic who ate slowly and took tiny delicate bites but no i could eat my whole meal in 4 bites and less than a minute if i tried