Yo igual tuve un ex así y lo mandé a comer mierda porque gente como Jax no quiere ser ayudada, se encierran en su propia burbuja de inseguridades y se esconden debajo de tantas máscaras que luego se les olvida como son realmente, al final, no puedes ayudar a quien no quiere ayuda
Ain't nobody been told it's rude to stare? Coulda sworn it was always old people telling me not to stare at people, yet here they are...not just staring, but posting pictures of people without their consent for Internet brownie points.
The nerve.
You can keep telling yourself that it's making you stronger, but really you just become numb. Even if you don't want to do it anymore, because the end goal stops feeling like it's worth the trouble. Unfortunately you can't just stop and take a breath. Stuff has to get done.
Living like this is pure torture. At a certain point, getting things done feels like reaching a destination in a crowded, messy space where people keep running into you, and leaving messes behind that you have to clear in order to proceed.
When you are mentally disturbed, you don't always act kind, you get irritated easily. Your patience started to fade. You speak rudely sometimes, not because you want to, but because your heart is tired of holding too much. You push people away, and they call it bad behaviour. they see anger, but only you know the truth. It's not anger, it's mental exhaustion. a mind crowded with unsaid words slowly turning into sadness. Emotions become too heavy to carry, too painful to explain, and all you're doing is trying to survive the noise inside.
Do this if you see it:
Name: Only close friends and family.
Gender: Male
Height: 5'11
Sexuality: Bisexual
Smokes: Weed (rarely)
Drinks: Water, Dr. Pepper
Piercings: None
Tattoos: None
Fave Color: Navy Blue
Fave Drink: Dr. Pepper
Fave Food: Sliced Brisket
Fave Animal: Arctic Fox
Do this if you see it:
Name: Irl? Nah only close friends
Gender: Male
Height: 5'11
Sexuality: Bisexual
Smokes: Carbon Dioxide, yes alot
Drinks: Mostly milk
Piercings: none
Tattoos: none
Fave Color: Black&Gray
Fave Drink: Milk
Fave Food: Isdang hilat-an
Fave Animal: Sharks