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Buena, pero le gustan delincuentes • (THEY/she/elle) • abolition or bust • 🎥 film cops • Black Lives Matter • Gen Z Stan • ANARQUISTA • DID

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Being in the city & WITH friends makes a fuckin huge positive impact on my functionality!

Like, I’m still MASSIVELY overwhelmed, but tiny accountability basics of the buddy system def keeping me V present!

Nothin on 🌏 thrives in solitary, community is everything 🖤💜

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Gtg, Brb lol🤞🏼

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I ONLY logged on bc we can’t pull info at will.. YET
+I couldn’t find the word combo to tell someone abt @TheNapMinistry BUT IT WAS IMPORTANT😅

&& EVERYONE SHOULD GO FOLLOW OBVI - she’s worth me logging in for, even tho I’m not supposed to. Don’t tell my dr😌🤫

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The doctor letter count is @ 4 😜

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My therapist wrote a two page paper explaining me to a program intake APART from the required referral form

A complex mess right here 💁🏼‍♀️

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Still truee ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹

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I miss fuckin around on here with all of you, I’m doing my best to get to a level place & can handle new info/.. But I promise I’m around and hopefully run into y’all for hugs sometime soon ❤️🖤

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I miss fuckin around on here with all of you, I’m doing my best to get to a level place & can handle new info/.. But I promise I’m around and hopefully run into y’all for hugs sometime soon ❤️🖤

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Once I forced my bro to go for a job at my office. Made him a resume, interview lined up & everythin

I did it bc I love him + knew he deserved better…

but also bc I’d been plotting 😈

I’d befriended a sweet Angel babe who’s vibe was PERFECT

They’re on yr 7 of mawiage 🥲😍

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Alll of em

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$20 at the buffet in crawfish TO~GO helps when you’re sad - psa

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Just miserable enough to finally watch bojackhorseman

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@NatalinaWineMix Yeah, I know it & im definitely not gonna try. Thankfully I am good at boundaries.. just didn’t grasp i needed them w her ☹️

I just honestly also wasn’t prepared for her to be a bigger problem than the house itself.. or to realize i got mommy issues on top of grandma issues 💀

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PHP day 4:therapist also says I need to avoid “home”/my mom as much as possible bc she’s detailing my progress”
cried the most I’ve cried in like 2yrs
another patient had to tell me I needed a hug
& group told me I’m heartbroken & grieving a mom I thought I had

It’s true 💔

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@NatalinaWineMix It’s a big mind fuck for a 1sr gen only child to a single mother to be straight up told “she’s the adult and you can’t help her” bc that’s been my whole job my entire life. I forgot I wasn’t the adult and that it’s technically neglect and it’s so ugly to hear out loud

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Tornado drill for awareness week 🛑

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I AM GONNA FLIP MY CHAIR IN GROUP IF THIS MAN BUN ASS WHITE DIDE DOESN’T STOP USING HIS “jail encounter” ~his words~ & CLAIM THE PSI “can rehabilitate”

YOU EAT w PROSECUTORS TO CHITCHAT ABT PPL IIN JAIL

STFU, CHOKE ON THE 🥾 🖕🏼

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Happy Holidaze 😛

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In order to not instigate/play into a fight with someone, I accepted that a beloved 📕 of mine with sentimental value was probably trashed + I’d never get it back

I was layers of sad, but it’s not a hard book to replace and the value is mine alone + not the books…

but ughh 💔

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I’m so anxious abt this lolol

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I START PHP TOMORROW 😭😭😭

Please universe, make this one work, pls pls pls 💫