I asked her why she couldn’t remember how to do something on her iPad even though I have shown her many times, even as recent as two days ago. Her response was why do I have to be an asshole instead of just helping her. Nobody likes how I talk to them according to her.
I hate fighting with my wife. I always feel like that killing my self is the best way keep from fighting in the future. She doesn’t mean to make me feel this way. she just knows how to push those buttons. I hate that I feel this way but I don’t now how else to feel.
It’s weird how this is the app I choose to share these thoughts. None of my friends and family are here so I guess it’s easier to share. I tried sharing my feelings with the wife but she just think it’s over reacting. Funny how she can call me an asshole and thinks that ok.
It’s kind of shitty that my wife and my kids are on this app. They have no idea I’m struggling. I don’t know how many people know that I’m on this app. Nobody cares.
So it’s tonight. I’ve given everything I have. I’m out of here. If I die great. If I don’t, they don’t care anywa
@chris_lawley You know what I don’t like? Software and hardware companies that keep releasing new operating systems every year. I mean I’m still rocking windows XP and my blackberry mobile device from 2010.
@chris_lawley Sneak in, and when you get arrested film that. Probly waaaay more exciting than another iOS video. Just kidding bud… congrats on all your success and for the invite to WWDC. But, you should try to sneak in anyway.😉