In the hospital for a week, laying there thinking what I have to make God hate so much, what wrong have done in life to make the man I loved so much turn on me, what have done, what sin have I committed tell me Iโll correct me, many nights I fell to my knees in the hospital even
So broken thinking how did I get here, I did everything right, I live right, I treat people right, I donโt take, I have never hurt anyone. Then I had to have surgery because his placenta didnโt detached, and during my surgery I hemorrhage and had to have seven blood transfusions
To be alive too and she looked me and I could see the hurt on her face for me and everything in me broke all over again, I cried to the point they had to take him from me and sedate me, no one was there not even his dad as layed up in the bed with another woman, I felt so alone
I needed it not to be real, but I went and for two days I was laboring having a baby they knew I would never get to hold again. For two days I cried to God that he would be born alive, day two hit and I had him and my doctor rushed him to the table, because I could she wanted him
To say anything doctor appointment canโt around they found no heart beat. Looked on the screen no heart beat, in my soul I wanted to break, I felt like I was dying. And I didnโt want to go back to the hospital to have him, I just wanted to keep him with me, I needed it to not be
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Hearing and seeing ppl take their last breathe is the most haunting sound that I canโt seem to get out of head. And I still mourn a lot of my pts who told me how scared they were of dying with no family by their side. And letโs not forget all the nurses dr & cnas
If you a healthcare and against the vaccine you are only against it because you didnโt work with COVID pts. For those of us who did we know 1st hand what itโs like and Iโm tied of seeing ppl died.. it is mentally and emotionally draining
@RedHourBen Please read before you dismiss me) hi Iโm Lashundra I am a nursing student a year away from graduating & 1st generation college student. In 4 months Iโll done December 12,2021. ๐ฉ๐พโโ๏ธ sharing doesnโt help but it could help. https://t.co/WS2Ijx2nZN