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ignorance is far from bliss || mid 20s - mdni || i block drugtwt (3+yrs clean)

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@ktoyalala а что, пошли… один раз живем

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@fragilelily_ed oh my god what you’re actually gorgeous

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almost made it to a month, but couldn’t take these last 9 hours… yesterday was social hell and today everyone needs something from me non-stop too

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@yukinomza airplane too, but the following felt extremely low:
forest
mental hospital
regular hospital
rock show bathroom
mall, with a dead silent bathroom
friends’ places
restaurant bathroom on a date
backyard
random bushes
train

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@meadowmelon wishing you the best of luck!

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@ang3lh3ar1 already fired

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@ang3lh3ar1 tried this and this turns into a huge confirmation bias spiral whenever someone doesn’t text, it’s really not always because everyone hates you i promise

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@ktoyalala аккуратнее с приемом вторых сразу после первых, их может быть не очень хорошо смешивать

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@2156lol i understand this so much

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so this is just how it’s gonna be? it’s really either you die of complications, or you live in a body that you don’t recognize in the mirror? unable to undress in front of someone, unable to undress in front of yourself?

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so 2 weeks ruined what i lost / maintained for half a year+?

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i want to die actually

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recovery is a sick, sick joke, 2 weeks of not purging (and not really binging) —> +10 pounds

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@edtwt_mary we love you too!

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@edtwt_mary did you like it at all? i remember my first time i kinda freaked out and just went home to lay in bed 😭

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@ktoyalala у моей такая же реакция на узорчатые колготки независимо от остальной одежды… а выглядишь круто!!

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@edtwt_mary i understand a lot, especially with how ruthless it’s been online recently towards trans people. i hope one day we’ll feel different :(

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@edtwt_mary like $3000…… (i’m not american but)

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to all the bulimics: after 6 years the doctor said i have ruined my tonsils with purging and smoking and while right now i’m not dying, i have to quit everything urgently or i have severe risks of worse things. wish me luck and don’t be like me #edrtwt #edtwt

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@edtwt_mary drunkorexia is my current plan i think (is a true bulimic and hasn’t restricted in ages #scared)

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bliss revival era with drinking and restricting maybe?