It will be important in the next few days to not fall into despair.
There are still good things in this world, and things we can do to make the lives around us better.
After having a good cry, I'm going to dust myself off and see what I can do to help my community.
"Don't be angry, but-"
You dont get do decide whether I feel anger or not based on the information you give me, but you would like to request that I not lash out because of it. Gotcha.
Please proceed.
"Oh god, am I making myself cry just to be manipulative?" I say to myself, alone, in my own apartment as I sob.
And then I immediately stop and begin to dissociate.
But hey I've been out for 1 week.