sam

I fear I am beyond your comprehension

[sam @lauduline]

in laud of other names

[sam @lauduline]

@ilovechewtoys why did you censor the person's username if one can just find it through the hexcode?

[sam @lauduline]

@wikventure @idkstellareyn unrelated but i like your Beast. whadya think of mine?

[sam @lauduline]

@idkstellareyn who does blud think he is sharing the same color as The Blade??

[sam @lauduline]

I need a chase.

[sam @lauduline]

dedicated to it that now i am senseless. A "clarifying purpose," a goal that is so necessary and limited by time that it envelopes my entire mind into one vivid drive... i need it...

urgh.. i need to rot my brain less. urrrhhhgg

[sam @lauduline]

@hikiparadise hmmm maybe

[sam @lauduline]

8th injection:

i pricked my tummy with the needle a bit and some of my estrodial leaked out but it's better than depression-slopping and doing nothing

[sam @lauduline]

i did my 7th injection last friday and am (hopefully) gonna do my 8th injection this thursday (today). idk though. i am severly mentally ill and i think the clarifying purpose of Move House (Context: i moved house last week) was so consuming and essential to the 6 days i spent—

[sam @lauduline]

i highkey despise that ibcan't see how many tweets i've liked. i'm obsessive about that stuff. give me my arbitrary numberd back. need. need. need. neeed. neeed. en. e dnd .emendne.e.dnend

[sam @lauduline]

dedicated to it that now i am senseless. A "clarifying purpose," a goal that is so necessary and limited by time that it envelopes my entire mind into one vivid drive... i need it...

urgh.. i need to rot my brain less. urrrhhhgg

[sam @lauduline]

i did my 7th injection last friday and am (hopefully) gonna do my 8th injection this thursday (today). idk though. i am severly mentally ill and i think the clarifying purpose of Move House (Context: i moved house last week) was so consuming and essential to the 6 days i spent—

[sam @lauduline]

i believe my pubic hair has had a domain expansion.

[sam @lauduline]

Omg snot is running down my face i need to clean this.

[sam @lauduline]

i had a scary drram. i was moving houses and i was mocing into a house ive dreamt twiceish before. it was a house from the neighborhood/townhouse design i grew up in; there were a lot of the same masterplanned houses in that town. in my particular neighbotthood there was a hill

[sam @lauduline]

i dfeamt that Piper my dachshund and Pearl a 2yo tabby kitten got out and were exploring that autumn leave plastered expanse of wavy, tunnely ground and that eventually a eild wog began to bark

[sam @lauduline]

i did something today. shame.

[sam @lauduline]

@loserbent i should add that people don't ask me that out of indirect question of my gender; i, besides dressing sloppily, pass quite well.

people just ask it as small talk, so hopefully if it gives you brainworms, you can find 1day that it's only a trivial question like about the weather

[sam @lauduline]

@loserbent Samantha and we always share a glance at eachother cuz Samuel seems —for a moment— like a perfectly fine, honest response since it's technically true.