You’ll think you’re a good person until you fall in love/ enter a relationship.
Then you’re stripped bare.
Love confronts all of your insecurities, vices, weaknesses and toxic traits.
Shows you you’re not that patient or kind. Not as forgiving or tolerant as you thought.
Pretty girls are used to attention, they have experienced people fawning over them almost all their lives and they have learnt to not really be fazed by it. So while you are in the corner thinking you are doing something to humble her, she doesn't even know you exist.
I hope you sit comfortably in your strengths, in the things that come so effortlessly to you. In your entire lineage, you were given that gift. Share it, find yourself in it. That is how you honour those who came before you. That is how you welcome those yet to come.