lauracbaa

30, wife, cat mum of 3, doing the terminal cancer thing.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Today I finalised my decision in stopping chemo and to just go into hospice care. The chemo isn't working and is just making me sick for no reason. I just want to be able to live with whatever time I have left, which quite frankly is just not enough.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Hi everyone

I know things are tight for everyone but we're really struggling right now and I've tried to put if off as long as I could.
Any donations, likes and shares are greatly appreciated ❤️

https://t.co/qzOCYHm9gL

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Currently on hour 8 waiting on an ambulance because I have two blocked kidneys which are failing rapidly and urine leaking into my stomach and out of a hole in my back onto my clothes.

Really glad we have a government funding the #NHS

#NHSCrisis

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

@zentaiOW He is too pure

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Had an idea with @zentaiOW to make overwatch characters into MTG cards and this is how it's going so far. Who should I do next?

Also feel free to make your own and let us see your versions https://t.co/FYWBtAWBqw

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Can't credit artists cause they're just Google image searches but Ty to them.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

@faeriegxrl It is funny tho 😂

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Me watching blizzcon for overwatch updates as if I'm going to be here to play them 🤡

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Ok at least I can get some mauga games in before I expire

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Me watching blizzcon for overwatch updates as if I'm going to be here to play them 🤡

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

My body: I don't like your kidney stents, I'm gonna give you infection after infection until you take them out.

Me: *gets stents removed yesterday* okay I did it, can you let me be well so I can go home?

My body: SIKE, HAVE A 38.2 TEMP YOU LIL BITCH

[ʙᴜᴊᴜ @sham_exe]

lay in bed with a woman..? PAH! no thanks dweebo. cold beer in my left hand, gameboy wiht pokemon emerald locked & loaded in my right.. all a man needs👍

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

@faeriegxrl @McDonaldsUK @Photobox Thank you 🥺 hope you and baba are doing well!

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Won a free canvas from @McDonaldsUK Monopoly with @Photobox so I had to get the photo of us sharing a quarter pounder burger printed with it since it's my favourite photo ever 😍

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Ray narvaez jr*

I am bad at names

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

I know all I ask for is recommendations here but I'm bored out of my mind in hospice/need something to watch while I'm knitting.

Preferably YouTube series e.g full game playthroughs. I've been watching sips, the spiffing brit and Ray ramerez jr so stuff similar to theirs pls

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Would prefer RPG recommendations e.g. Pokémon, Skyrim, starfield or stuff like planet zoo and minecraft.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

The hospice organised me getting tattooed by the top artist in Northern Ireland which was an incredible experience. I'm so happy with how it turned out.

Ignore the bruises from them trying to stick needles in me.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

I did a thing today 🥺

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

Since Thursday, the hospital has tried 20 times to canulate me and can't get a vein.

I hate this.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

I swear I can do this in under 15 mins sober. Idk why I do this to myself.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

My toxic trait is taking my anti anxiety and sleeping tablets then starting an expert game of sudoku before going to bed.

[lauracbaa @lauracbaa]

@faeriegxrl Awww congrats and well done mama ❤️ sending all my love to you both 💖