I'm so ashamed about it but I just dint have the motivation to track calories or work out ir stop eating or anything. I struggle with my hygiene and when I know I'm not leaving the house ill put off showering and I hate that I just don't have the energy to do anything.
More than anything, I want to apologize to the woman I probably hurt. I'm truly sorry. You deserved someone who could give you the love and openness you needed, and at the time, I wasn't capable of that. Sometimes I wonder if you could have been the love of my life.