laura.

mom 👱🏻‍♀️👦🏼👧🏼👼🏼

[laura. @lauraokane16]

two years 😢 A loss we will never get over or move on from. A loss that should never have happened. if only he knew ☹️

[laura. @lauraokane16]

Eugene being remembered in Sydney by our cousin Caitlin who walked from darkness into light in his memory, carrying the beautiful words of @CaraDillonSings that bring us such peace 🪽🌅 ‘my heart remains, on the verdant plains near the winding river roe’

[laura. @lauraokane16]

Catherine saying her much dreaded goodbyes to her colleagues at @SPCRS1 @StPatsMaghera her time made so special during the hardest of days. So much more than just a school, so much more than just a number 🖤💙 what it’s all about 💪🏻

[laura. @lauraokane16]

had an 80 year old patient telling me about her children and how she experienced a miscarriage and how it was an awful experience, just made me realise the feeling really never leaves 😭😭😢😢🪽

[laura. @lauraokane16]

remembering him, for him and not how it ended is something I work on every single day. Building Jude’s chicken coup in 2020, I hope he knows he owns a farm now 💭

[laura. @lauraokane16]

this boy, full of the purest joy and magic. A smile like no other and badness hanging off everything he does 🫠 my wild one.. I see so much of Eugene in him, I hate how he won’t remember all the times they played together 😢♥️

[laura. @lauraokane16]

a year of our special girl Aideen, sent straight from heaven and has held me together in the darkest days. she hasn’t had an easy first year with hospital visits and countless blood tests and ultrasounds but she is the funniest happiest wee girl who is thriving 🤍😇

[laura. @lauraokane16]

sometimes it just stops me in my tracks. it takes my breath away to think we are almost a year on this road.. Jude found this today, from the end of the fishing season last year. Eugene needed advice and Jude came running..😢😢 grateful to hear his voice again 🥹

[laura. @lauraokane16]

world suicide prevention day. we couldn’t prevent what we never seen coming. we had no idea. we don’t believe he had any idea. I’m sure he wouldn’t have if he knew now what he didn’t then.. but he did, and here we are. the if onlys and what ifs are torture.

[laura. @lauraokane16]

this firecracker turns two tomorrow 😢💙 the wildest, most feral, adventurous boy who cannot be contained 💙

[laura. @lauraokane16]

amazed by this one, passing her driving test and exceeding in her AS levels after an extremely challenging start to her school year 🫶🏻🎉🍾

[laura. @lauraokane16]

@JamieBrysonCPNI Jamie when are you going to push for an investigation into these quite high ranking officers involvement in groups that thrive in division and exclusion 🤔

[laura. @lauraokane16]

@newsoncool @hannahpattJ the @duponline aren’t too concerned with impartiality when it comes to things like this 🤓🤔

[laura. @lauraokane16]

from teen parent to parent of a teenager 😅🎂🤍🎉

[laura. @lauraokane16]

8 months today 🪽🤍 my god how we wish we could turn back time 😢 he should be here ❤️‍🩹

[laura. @lauraokane16]

days like today does my heart so much good ☔️🌊🤍

[laura. @lauraokane16]

drumahoe is a sorry aul sight this time of year but driving by beech hill view and seeing a parachute regiment flag flying really is bottom of the barrel stuff 🗑️💩

[laura. @lauraokane16]

a tough first school year comes to an end today, accepts all thrown her way no matter how hard it is & makes us proud always. Eugene was as much a brother for her as he was me, they grew up together, spent every Friday night together and shared so many memories 🍕 on we trod 💔❤️‍🩹

[Cahair O'Kane @CahairOKane1]

Why would he blow that nine seconds short

[laura. @lauraokane16]

yet another bump in the road for this girl but thank god it doesn’t stop her smiling 🤍🫶🏻