Lav 🌻

she/her 🏳️‍🌈 trying to find my way to some magical kingdom or celestial planet or whteves cause I'm not meant for this shit hole planet

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

My sister made this for me and I can't get over it #blessed

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

This relationship isn’t that deep

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

If they’d rather do things for themselves and give reasons and excuses why they can’t do anything for you, walk away… they only do things that are worth it to them and babe, sorry to say this but you’re not worth it, you’re just there so they feel a lil less lonely

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Being selfless with someone who is selfish isn’t worth it

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Some people are just better off as friends not partners, to be a partner requires so much more effort and commitment

[Dr Nimelesh @HausofHilton]

The life lessons that came along.

Putting ourselves first is one of the important lesson I learnt. There will be times when people invalidate our feelings as being overreacting but what we feel is real and valid even if they don’t think so.

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

When you made a whole ass list of things to get them as gifts, put aside savings for it and in return what do you get? I don’t usually expect things in return but I’m tired and drained of pouring my heart out for someone who would not even try, who just keeps giving excuses

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Honestly it’s exhausting teaching grown ups how to treat you better

2024 is the year I start learning to walk off instead of educating them

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

When they gaslight you into thinking you should not get mad when your effort isn’t being reciprocated
It’s not they can’t, they just didn’t think far enough

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Maybe if I was someone else I’d be treated better, I guess this is all girls like me deserve

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

“it’s too expensive”
“I saved up for it for you”
“this is all I can do”
“I planned this out ever since our last talk”
hmmm they never get it

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Keep convincing yourself

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

@Dyana_Hamid Ahhhhh I’m so happy for you ❤️

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

@Dyana_Hamid omg we’re now twitter buddies I would say X buddies but that sounds weird

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Only when it’s convenient for you I guess

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

I guess right now I’m only praying for things to lead me towards the right path not just the path I want to take but also a path that’s truly the right one, I don’t think I can handle going towards the wrong direction again

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

I guess my patti’s last wish for me might have just left when she did, idk honestly, I just don’t like this feeling

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

I’m at the age where I only start believing when I see instead of hear. “I did this for you” instead of “I’m gonna do this for you” “we’re going here next week” instead of “I’m gonna take you one day” “let’s do this once I get off work” instead of “idk when tho”

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Hopefully 2024 brings me clarity, if sooner would be better

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

Honestly I think I moved too fast and now with too many people involved I’m just confused and what’s the point of talking it out even. Too much has happened lately and I’m overwhelmed and rethinking

[Lav 🌻 @lavaliciousss]

When you keep getting let down by the same person their words just mean nothing eventually, you’re just there expecting to be let down and they prove you right every single time