@lotus__point Ariana Grande is like that one real anorexic you occasionally see jogging on the side of the road or haunting the supermarket aisle and everyone is like ohhh
okay wait on a real note im not actually fat at all lol i just quit doing drugs and realised im 23 and being suicidal and not eating was kinda cringe at my big age. also im tired of being deathly unhealthy all of the time so goodbye to bmi of 13, cheers to bmi of 21. thats all :3
sorry for the 2 year hiatus. everyone unfollow me rn. im retired from edtwt now ok its fat girl summer. started seeing a guy on steroids so its game over for me.
this was me 2 wks ago at the end of a relapse cos a girl i used to live with was saying i “got fat” as if me dying of organ failure, malabsorption, malnutrition, dehydration, and laxative abuse wasnt enough + she’d tell me all the time that i was disgusting and not pretty skinny.
recovery bc 2 jan. 2024
not sure how much i weigh but probably between 112-116 based on my most recent weigh in. im officially weight restored. still very much in recovery and very easily triggered in my personal life.
plus im literally still a size xxs/xs/00 so huge win for me. if anyones interested ill post some recoveryspo bcs for anyone with my bodytype (taller end of petite/soft classic kibbe) who wants to see the drastic but positive difference in recovery :3 also happy new yearrrr <3
hey besties so another multiple month gap update. recoverys been up and down with all my frequently triggered relapses but ive gained abt 30-40lbs from my lw and im weight restored but def not recovered. taking recovery seriously this time and staying sober and i love it.
this year has been horrendously traumatic but the one good thing was my bf and his help with my mental health and battling my ed and now that im healthier other circumstances made us break up and his family kicked me out and now im depressed and alone and i feel repulsive.
bro lol hey guys recovery aint gonna work for me ngl i hateeee my body everyones commenting on my weight gain im back to over sexualisation i feel uncomfortable in my skin and i dont feel the level of control and discipline i have. ive been heavily abusing laxatives and vomiting.
oc fair fatspo bestie and i spotted. dont care if this is mean like she and i literally were so shocked and repulsed that i needed a pic for twitter. unfortunately idk why we were shocked tho this is something i see multiple times DAILY here in my america :/