Can’t sleep. So happy in life right now. Been working really hard but my days are so very calm. A girlfriend would be great but I don’t wanna waste any more years on a relationship that won’t last…I really want to be a dad soon. BUT the right thing will happen just as it’s meant to. I’m positive of that. This weekend I’m gonna spend as little time on my phone as possible + listening to a lot of Japanese zen music then go to dinner at my fav jazz restaurant in Nashville. Gonna take a long walk. Hopefully like 4 hours. It’s really hott out but maybe I’ll go towards the evening. Anyways…I love yall for real. I’m lucky. I’m grateful.