Maybeline

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Texted ur mom bc im hurting yosselyn. Im gonna learn to unlove u if u did it ik I can too. All I ask is js be my friend i literally been so alone i wanna talk to someone ab this but I knew if I texted u it’ll get u mad

[Maybeline @laylom722]

I know it’ll go away I can’t love someone who doesn’t love me anymore. I have to move on with my life and first heal and when the time is right God will put me my female that’s gonna love me endlessly

[Maybeline @laylom722]

None of my parents know either neither does Alison bc she likes u. They’ve js noticed I been off I don’t get why u can’t js ask instead of assuming the worse man I’m trying to be a good person

[Maybeline @laylom722]

I don’t open up to anyone yosselyn no one has seen the side u have and I ghosted everyone cs I don’t know how to deal with this. I haven’t told Daniel to do anything he js sees me sad bro and he cares maybe that’s why he asks and cs I’m not happy anymore n haven’t talked ab u

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Ik im not the one for u cs u js said what u said so yea i wont force it and ima heal por eso i wont ask to see u anymore but at least js stay at my friend i wont cross boundaries i js have nadie i dont open up to anyone

[Maybeline @laylom722]

I won’t ask to see u anymore or nada I js wanna talk to u im feeling horrible man

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Yosselyn I get que ya no me quieres, but u were really my best friend can I at least talk to u im going through something really bad and I don’t know how to cope and I don’t talk to nadie I don’t have anyone I only had u

[Maybeline @laylom722]

It hurts bc I never saw this side of u

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Are u messing con someone

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Can u js b honest are u and ale talkin or are u messing with someone

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Yk why bc I was excited u were coming back to my life ur my best friend

[Maybeline @laylom722]

It isn’t the same it js isn’t yosselyn u understood me better than anyone

[Maybeline @laylom722]

I hate this I wish I can talk to u bc ur my best friend I cld come to u ab anything and lately life has been hitting me bad and I been all alone all I been wanting has been to go to my best friend which is you for u to give me advice. Deep down I know u care ab me

[Maybeline @laylom722]

I’m not gaslighting I’m telling u how I feel. You don’t have to force nada man. U even said it right person and wrong timing, deep down ik der a spot for me

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Bc u don’t have to try the night I slept over I felt when u gave me a kiss without me asking our fotos our memories does that js mean nada to u now. Do u think we will reunite later or did u alrdy find someone new

[Maybeline @laylom722]

If it faded it was never real yossy. Due to all the hurt I’m feeling I hate still loving you and feeling like shit when ur happy living ur best life bc I don’t deserve this pain.

[Maybeline @laylom722]

To lose me cs I was so special to u with my gecko eyes

[Maybeline @laylom722]

u posted me on ur close friends and the flowers I saw a smile on u ur laugh I still listen to ur audios to js listen ur voice, u rushed things acc we did i was part of it too i rushed when it was to be friends build trust and el amor nace i remeber u always told me u never wanted

[Maybeline @laylom722]

Yk what I did I hate myself for it. I wanted to ask u to be mi novia i was gonna bring a horse and music to sing u Cinderella and bunch of flowers with pedals and candles. I wish u acc got the chance to know me and not js leave so quick when we was barley starting.

[Maybeline @laylom722]

when we did the cards u said u came back cs u left ur pride and ego to the side and u said what u most liked ab me was the way i loved you. No tengo dinero now but i had pure love to u the girl who was der since jimmy my high school sweetheart it hurts yosseyln. u rilly meant sm